Lapse

I keep listening to "Apologize" by OneRepublic.

I loved you with a fire red
and now it's turning blue

And i'm never sure if i'm the one who's "ten feet off the ground" and cut down, or the one who apologizes.

Either way, apparently, it's too late.

The song is ambiguous. And i'm left ambivalent. But at least i feel something.

Having been on both sides of the fence: that has got to count for something.