You Know You're Severely Depressed When...

... you wake up and the first thing you do is cry.

Well, not exactly. I woke up at 4. Started having racing thoughts. Got upset. Couldn't go back to sleep. Watched 3 hours of House on DVD. Pondered upon the fact that today is my brother W's birthday. How we played in our grandma's living room when we were little. How happy i was. How i didn't realize then he was my best friend. And i wish there was a way i didn't have to see him today. To celebrate the day he was born.

THEN i cried.